Just...loneliness. The weekends seem worst. It's not really the lack of friends, but the lack of something more for quite some while now...
and the fact that I have a poorly paid, unsecure job. I am really good at what I do but there seems to be no damn reward whatsoever.
The summer will be here in a few months though and things will hopefully look a lot better then. I'll even have three weeks of holidays for once.