I am pretty down and sad this evening............saw the surgeon today, and the required pre-surgical shrink eval and the heart guy for cardiac clearance.........I thought, well at least I will get my first surgery, for the pain is intolerable, plus all the bleeding ulcers and all that comes with that.............Been keeping all my pre-op appointments, consultations, support groups, classes, etc, so I just KNEW this would be the month for the first surgery and relief from all the pain, bleed...

Robert woke up happy..............got him on the bus and he was smiling and waving.............has had a great first week at school in the special ed kindergarten and I am SO relieved and so pleased................God is good