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  1. Shit. I try my damndest to be entertaining and all you can say is that you're bored. I've written a couple of gems lately, for fucksake. THANKS KATCHOOKA. ~666
  2. *yawn* Past 11. Time for me too. G'night Mom. G'night Dad. 6am? try 4:30 Wusses. natch. ~666
  3. Also, it spawned a poem last night. I once thought I could only write well while I was drunk ... or least be inspired to write. But this is apparently not the case.
  4. Funny thing is that I don't get that way when I drink beer regularly. I haven't had any alcohol in over a month now ... and a friend told me that all the yoga I've been doing every morning is releasing emotions. I'm not doing this for health ... It's part of my sadhana. So ... I suppose I'm having to face things as they are without "medication". ~
  5. I can relate. I've been stressed for a bout a week now ... mostly depressed though. Very depressed. ~
  6. I don't think Leddy sympathizes. I guess he's too good for us. LEDDY. Mr. Perfect "I never have problems with women" Man. ~666
  7. No Rabia. I got a phone call. I would never ignore you. ~666
  8. Thanks for letting me know that I'm not THAT ugly and loserish. I can't believe that people ignore you. You probably just make people shy because you are so pretty and charming and junk. I wish I was pretty and charming like you. Maybe I wouldn't be so lonely. Girl's hate me. And all I want is for a pretty girl to be my friend. ~666
  9. I don't know why. You have it all! You're pretty and fashionable and smart and junk. If you ever feel bad, just think of how ugly and loserish I am. You'll automatically feel better. ~666
  10. Ok. I'd like that. Thanks for making me feel better. Even though you are just saying that to be nice ... because you pity me. ~666
  11. Sleepless in Seattle is good. I like that Titanic movie, too ... and You've Got Mail. Porky's has chicks in it too. I like that one. ~666
  12. Thank you. OK ... but I'm shy in front of pretty girls. So maybe we can listen to Buddy Holly in different rooms so you don't have to look at me ... and I won't be nervous in front of you. ~666
  13. Ok. *sniff* I like brownies. And movies with chicks in them. I watch them sometimes on the interweb late at night. ~666
  14. I can't help that I'm not handsome. I try to be nice to girls ... but they just laugh at me and tell me I'm a loser. I wish a girl would like me for who I really am. I guess I just suck. ~666
  15. *sniff* Yes. Girls don't like me ... and I'm lonely. ~666
  16. It's 6:30 am and I'm drinking coffee. I just got back from yoga with my Priest. Tomorrow will mark 3 weeks of tapas (austerities) for Lord Siva. I have another 2 weeks to go before I end my penance. I have experienced periodic mood swings, and since yesterday I have been acutely lonely and somewhat depressed. I am also noticing the way the mind races without rhyme or reason in a hapless and desperate manner. It's a wonder why I am even posting because I am feeling withdrawn; socializing superficially seems to be a bore and a useless waste of time. The times I have recently spent socializing have been marked with a pointed and objective awareness of people's mannerisms and unconscious communication cues; and I have felt strangely in control of my thoughts and projections, and detached from personal emotion. My Priest suggested several days ago that dyana was a very important part of hatha yoga; in fact it was the key of sadhana; that to focus and control the mind was paramount in the trials that I will face in my sadhana. He also mentioned that this was particularly true for a bachelor, and that I needed this focus to practice Brahmacharya. I am sorry to say, however, that I have thus far failed in this endeavor; for, you see, Brahmacharya entails controlling ones thoughts of sex, as well as refraining from ALL sexual release. I am not yet strong enough. ~
  17. HEy! YOU GUYS IGNORED MY WORD. You all suck a bag of bananas ... but really I mean that metaphorically ... because I don't really mean "bananas" ... I mean something else. Read between the peel. ~666
  18. Ladies and Gentlemen of the Board. I have come to realize that I have been crass, piggish and possibly disrespectful to one or more fine and upstanding female people here. That said, I would like to apologize to their boobs for publically admiring them. I realize that was, perhaps, a bit uncouth, inappropriate and ungentlemanly of me. I pray that said boobs, who shall remain unnamed for modesty's sake, will accept my sincere apology Thank you. ~666
  19. I only stalk people publically ... and in full view of everyone. 'cause that's how I get my kicks, see? ~666
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