Welcome to the Zeppelin club, but listen dude, rock music is not going to pay your bills in life unless you are the one up on the big stage playing the guitar. Nor is rock music going to take care of you when you are old and sick.
You want a really big rush, let me know, I'll take you to the Middle East sometime to negotiate an oil deal, and when someone is waving a gun around your head, you can tell me all about adrenalin at that point. Or if you want something more relaxed, we can put Kashmir on a headset and take you skiing down a double black diamond run on a giant mountain, that always gets the blood pumping.