Over the weekend i went to the harbourfront centre with some friends. They met a couple women there and i was the odd man out so i had to go eat perogies and sour cream all by myself. The perogies were good. But still...
:rolleyes:
I just acted differently than i normally do and i got USED. I thought the girl liked me THAT way and she didn't. I fell for it like a damn fool. She got what she wanted and i got nothing. And i just feel ashamed of myself. I betrayed myself.
I compromised one of my principals and got fooled by someone i met when i was out with some friends. I guess i shouldn't be mad at her because i guess that's her nature. But i am very angry with myself for letting my guard down. I don't usually do it. I protect myself very well and one of the rare times i let it down i get screwed over. I am disapppointed in myself and it reaffirms my belief in some things. I have made fun of other guys for falling for it and i turn around and do it myself.
Cool women are not into "The Dance" as you call it. I don't want a woman who is. So i am not missing out on anything great there.
No one should advocate game playing.