TheLastSpartan Posted January 25, 2013 Share Posted January 25, 2013 Sometimes there comes a point in everyone's life when we feel it just isn't worth it. Sometimes we feel like "Whats the point?", and I hate to say it, but I'm at that point. While I won't go really into detail about my life (If you care enough PM me about it), I will say this. I have been through some rough shit, but I also have it a lot better than a lot of people. But, lately I've just lost faith in myself. I just feel like it all isn't worth it. I feel as if I'm not smart enough to get through college and GED classes. People say otherwise, but no, they aren't me, they don't know for sure how exactly things go in my mind. They don't know how I learn, how well I learn, how I retain information or any of that. I don't have the drive to do anything. I look for a job from time to time, but never had the drive to just go out and apply at every single store then call them all up each day for like a week straight. I don't have the drive for school, nor the smarts. As far as to why I am coming to some random internet forum, it's because while I could go to a family member about this, I feel as if I can't go to a family member about it. I have huge trouble talking to my family about stuff. Yeah, I feel more comfortable going to internet strangers for a small amount of help than my own family, but it's whatever I guess. Not trying to whine in my post, but I just feel I'm about to break. I'm not suicidal, no worry about me taking my own life or harming myself (at least physically), but mentally I abuse myself. No self esteem. I have to hide how I feel. I just don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Oh well. Anyways, this is my rant of the day, I just had to get this all out. If someone else feels similar, don't worry, you aren't alone. Well, that's all I guess. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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