Hi "roblindblad!" How are you? I know how you feel my friend, I haven't had a drink since 1 October 2009. I am so sorry to hear about your cat. Think about positive things and be around people more, you won't think about being depressed. I understand that you have psychic abilities? I am looking forward to conversing with you by PM when you are available. In the mean time, take care and ROCK ON FOREVER my friend.