Maybe you can give her your new number when both of you are feeling better. In the meantime, you could call her from a neutral location and meet in a safe environment when you are feeling a little more ready. Something to consider anyway, unless you really need to make a clean break for good. But for now you need the variety of many friends to strengthen your support system, and to take your mind off her for awhile and focus on the simple joys in life so you can at least smile.

Try to think about something else for awhile. Let a few weeks go by before you give her your new phone number. Give yourself some time to rejuvenate before you engage her once more. See others during this time and enjoy their company. Maybe you'll meet someone who can refer your girlfriend to a therapist. You cannot carry the whole load alone.

Always drink in moderation.

Everyone needs boundaries. Give it some time and see how it works out. Try to smile. Find something to take your mind off all that for a little while, something to make you laugh.

I'm sorry, Ally. May she rest in peace and God be with her and bring you comfort and serenity during this time of loss. http://www.youtube.c...h?v=uQYDvQ1HH-E

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Ruthless people

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No, this was a nice dream.

I had a very nice dream about him last night, most of which was x-rated, except the part afterwards when we watched all the wonderful living creatures wandering in the garden.

I'm falling asleep listening to a hawk calling outside.

I'm listening to my neighbors sing, I Think I Love You. It sounds like they are having a party.

It was 102 degrees F. for the high today; it's down to 86 degrees F. now that the sun has gone down.

How stuff works...just random I guess.

Well, according to wiki...

You don't have to look lol.

Part of it came from raiding the girlfriends' closets for the most flattering fashion pieces; the rest only God knows. He reminds me so much of a http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=offlkTd4SXc.

Frustrating, lol

I received a call today from someone who was either doing a survey or trying to sell something, and after I asked the person who was calling, she asked to speak with either my mother or father. When I told her that they weren't home, she said that she would call again later. I thought that was hilarious.

I see the mail male has arrived today.

^I guess that one was a whole body smile :-) Ah, he's just another good-looking guy. You've seen one, you've seen 'em all lol.