good question here is the answer yes I`m a human being whom researching my meaning of life, spiritual, is there other life in the universe. is there a way everyone can live in PEACE with each other. will I have the rack`s to add to my vinyl/cd`s/dvd`s of music.... hippie, friendship, caring, geekier older but not wiser... a dark very dark side... at my worst... I have the support from family, friends. medical team and tablets. stimulants from DVD, TV, INTERNET,LITERATURE AND MUSIC.... hope you find this insight into myself.