Hi geekfreak! I haven't been around on the forum much and I am glad to see you're still sharing your deep thoughts and keeping us informed on your health.
I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I've been there myself. Keep your chin and your fist up. The clouds will move on and the sun will shine through. Stay strong. We love you!
If you ever wish to talk, need a friend, please private message me.