wow...........i really really feel sorry about that
ummmmm.......seems i have a lot of people in my life right now who are just......crappy people..........and the things they do just seem .........well.........hard for me to understand...........cuz i can't be that way...........and they are such phonies...........sucks when people you thought were your friends and family are just crap..........i'll never get it, i know.........but i refuse to be that way myself...........just isn't the right way to treat people, so i'll take my grief and struggle through.........hopefully